The feeling is indescribable, awesome, amazing, guilt free, liberating.
However, many WTBTS heavies in my family so I have to fake the JW stance frequently. My lovely hubby is hook, line and sinker in the Org, and I love him so much that I do not dare cause any commotion at this time.
I am a master at tuning out during all meetings involving JW stuff. Life is good knowing TTATT.
There are many like me inside these days. Many do not take it one bit seriously, this makes for a nice social life while I have to 'fake' it.
SL